Back to Normal

It's about time that things are going back to normal. 

This is the way things should have been. I should start getting use to not having a "buddy" around and stop depending on that "buddy" of mine so much. So much has happened just within these 2 months of holidays, the good and the bad. Like always, I shall try to remember the good and forget the bad.. Or at least treat it as a lesson in life.

Inspiration for life: "Do not pray for an easy life, but pray to be a strong person.."

This is what motivated 黄美廉博士 to go on with her life and I should learn it from her too. I cannot just cry every time I get hurt and feel bad for myself. I have to learn to go through tough times and be strong on my own. Oops.. I won't be on my own, 'cause I know my Father in Heaven will always be watching over me..^^ And with that, I am grateful..=)

Disappointment

Boy, did I learned a great deal about it today!

I always remind myself, "No matter what happens, keep your head held high and just smile.. 'Cause it's not worth crying over it."

On the bright side, I learned a valuable lesson from this: "Don't get your hopes up too quickly, you'll end up getting hurt more."

期待着关心

关心 - 是被爱护, 被保护... 关心也是一种的问候... 至少我知道你还把我存留在你心里的某个角落... 

我一直以为自己学会去关心别人家就好了... 以为那是我该做的事... 自己就不必太在意有没有人来关心... 可能是因为习惯了吧... 甚至还有些时候被人家误会我要对他们干嘛似的... 哈哈

 

可是, 有些时候, 我也会想被人关心... 因为我发现其实被人关心的感觉真的很温馨... 好舒服哦...=) 短短的一声问候也能打动我的心... 嘻嘻~ 我觉得自己真的像个傻瓜一样期待着关心..^^

你是否跟我一样, 也期待着被关心?

Back to Reality

Have you ever have a moment that you feel like you’re in a dream or a fairytale, and you wish that you will never wake up from it?

Well, I had a moment like this, once. And I really wished that time could have stopped right there at that moment. How did it feel? Out of this world. It makes you smile whenever you think about it. If you see me carrying a silly smile, I may just be thinking about it. =)

I'm just an ordinary girl and of course I have dreamed about wonderful moments (maybe with a certain someone) which can only happen in fairytales or movies (guilty is charged). However, I never once imagined that this can actually happen in real life! Well, at least in my life, that is. I really do thank God for it. (I won't go into detail because it's for me to know, and mine to keep) It was a sweet moment while it lasted. Too bad this fairytale doesn't belong to me. Let's put it this way, you can say this is "the right moment, but with the wrong person". (Sad, right?) Oh, I'm okay, don't worry! This is life and we always need to get back to reality. It may hurt sometimes, but you get used to it eventually (I know I am..). =)

This is part of my favourite song that actually put my feelings into words:

"Stupid girl, I should have known I'm not a princess and this is not a fairytale. I'm not the one who you'll sweep of her feet and lead her off the stairwell. This ain't Hollywood. This is a small town. I was a dreamer even before you went and let me down." [White Horse - Taylor Swift]

 

My advice for the day, "Don't let anyone stop you from having dreams, 'cause dreams do come true!"

Some things you don't know about destiny..

Destiny - is the bridge you build to the one you love.

Breaking all the Rules

"Rules are meant to broken" - Well, that's what i usually hear and maybe sometimes get to say to others. But is that really how it goes?

Since high school, I've set myself some "principles" that I thought I should follow through to the end. I sort of force-order myself to follow it ever since. Anything against it, I will not compromise. That's how I manage to be ... till now. (At least that's what I think how it went!) However, lately I'm starting to feel that I'm breaking all the rules and I can't stop myself. Who is the culprit you ask? Meet my heart.

Let me make it clear to you, "I do things as I feel, I don't think before I do". That's why, sometimes some things end up in disasters. But who are we to stop our hearts from feeling what we feel? - That's where my "principles" come in action. These rules are set to control over what my heart feels the most and to keep me grounded.

Breaking the rules may seem like fun at times and even exciting, but I've been thinking (Yeah, and a lot!), if I don't get a grip of myself, I'm gonna fall truely and deeply in trouble.

So my lesson for life is, "Follow your heart to do the things you think is right.. Because I'm sure you'll know what's the right thing to do.." =)

Wake Up Call

I was never really a sports person but lately I've taken an interest in sports. Ha! Only badminton, that is. I'm kind of an accident prone when it comes to this game (not that I'm the one causing the accidents, but accidents usually find their way to me). Unfortunately, I keep getting hit or smashed by the ball. Well, mainly is because I have no skill in catching the ball, at all! (Note to self: improve on my ball catching skills) However, this time, i got hit by a racket (it was hard alright! Hard on the noggin!). Can't believe I still have my head attached to my body. Haha! Thank God for that! While I was in a blur, of course I can't think much of anything only the excruciating pain (and of course, I'm exaggerating here a bit). It was after a while then, I realized something important. That hit, was like a wake up call to me. (I won't say much about what it wake me up from yet.. As I believe they will slowly be revealed in the future..) and yes, I do mean SLOWLY.

After much babbling around, I finally get to my point!

Lesson of the day: "Getting hurt along the way is a process of learning, only by that you will become stronger."

A friend once told me, "you have to fall so you can learn to climb back up again".

I'll always remember that.. =)