A Song that I Feel So Close to My Heart

Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship going under

Just trying to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah, I'll send down a wish

Yeah, I'll send up a prayer

And finally, someone will see

How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

Oh, my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

"This song feels so close to my heart 'cause it sings out what I couldn't say for myself.. For my heart..." =')

A Walk of Faith

I just realized something.. which I guess it's a wake up call for me..

A friend once told me that when a person you loved is gone, there's nothing you can do for him/her anymore.. Nothing to pray for..

But I have Faith, I told her that's Not True, I told her that:

"We can still Pray..

Pray for the living..

Pray for forgiveness..

Pray for the heart-brokens..

Pray for the family of the deceased..

Pray to seek comfort in the arms of God.."

So, I should not be despair, because God has given me the power to Pray.. Pray for those who needs it.. And Pray that every thing's gonna be alright.. I need to have Faith! 

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"

[Isaiah 41:10]

再一次回到球场上，想起你

我昨天又再一次回到羽球场上了，感觉很怀念。。能够这么爽快，这么尽力的在打球，感觉真的很不错，很舒服。。

我记得我从前是完全不打羽毛球的。。因为我这个人很懒惰，更是懒惰做运动。可是有一次大家约在一起打羽球，我也一起参加了。。后来我也看见了你的球技，我那时一点都不觉得有什么了不起。可是，不知从什么时候开始，不知不觉的我也开始很欣赏你的球技。。以专业的角度看是欣赏你的球技，但是我发现我很喜欢看你很认真打球的样子。。我不知道那是否只是我的错觉而已。。但是，我很确认，你的动力让我开始对打羽球产生了兴趣。。我很好奇，很想学你，很想打好球，很想赢你。。难道我在找跟你有关的东西？我自己也不清楚。。

每次看到你很尽力的打球时，我心里有种冲动想为你加油打气。。想要你将对手给打败。。因为我深知到你一定做得到！你真的是我在现实生活中看过这么棒的球手！

但是，时间过了这么久，大家也都没再一起打球了。。昨天在球场上，我终于也看见了其他很厉害打羽球的人。。他们的球技让我好佩服哦！我还记得你曾经跟我说过，你的球技不算什么，只是比我好很多很多，还有，外面其实有更厉害的球手只是我还没见识到罢了。。

之前，我一直认为你是我看过唯一很厉害打球的人。。现在，我很想确认我的相信不是错的。。可以吗？